
Lifestyle For a Man of God Part 2
2008 -2010
"Why is my pain perpetual, and my wound incurable, which refuseth to be healed?
wilt thou be altogether unto me as a liar, and as waters that fail? {Jeremiah 15:18}
My pain never stops day or night for the people of this world being believers and non
believers who cannot see the coming storms with a change in their hearts and mind;
and added is the great pain I always suffer from the hate and persecution for all who I
care about through the love of Christ; and no matter how hard I work at writing God's
words which is my only life, there is no healing because nothing changes while
always only getting more difficult; yet through faith I know just as Jeremiah that God
cannot lie, but a through hard life of nonstop struggles physically and mentally that
only seem to only worsen, there comes a time when all that we can do is continually
give God's own promises back to Him in depth with faith while asking Him -- How
much longer, O Lord, must my wife and I struggle?